these past two days have been keeping me busy, obviously.

yesterday was a bad day, ending with a good night. my boy and i got into a sad thing without us really saying how we felt. it was heartbreaking. he left my house to go home around eight. i cried. i went over to lauren dublah's house around ten and had fun ranting to her. i missed her. it was my first time to see her this summer. twas exciting.

today i woke up around ten something and went straight over to lauren's. i woke her up and dragged her out of bed, and we went to the college to go work out. that's right, we're gonna be buff mammies. then i came home to shower, and left again to go to a leadership workshop for belles at 2:00. i was there for a couple hours, then i came home for a while. my mom and i went to wal-mart and hobby lobby. i saw greg. we bought some groceries and i got a fancy toothbrush holder, and a new photo album, and a great smelling candle. it's called sparkling citrus. yum. so then i came home and started putting my album together, and then my boy came over. we went to rent sling blade for my dad and we all watched it. afterwards me + boy had a heart to heart. it was a much needed thing.

i feel so much happier now. i just needed to be able to talk to him, i had been feeling so locked up with my emotions, and i have no idea why. it's so nice to just have somebody to talk with. to share your pasts and admire your futures...you know. i love him so much, i really do. i just get bottled up with anger. it's quite frustrating. then i start being stupid. but i'm okay now, i swear i am. at any rate, we decided that tomorrow we are going to dedicate our day to our friends only. i'm going shopping with lauren during the day, and then me and jessica are hanging out tomorrow night. it should be great fun. i mean, i'm going to miss my boy because we both just had the most wonderful conversation, but it's probably good that we are taking a break. we need to learn to appreciate each other more. whatever it takes, i say.

mmm, white chocolate strawberry yogurt by yoplait is SO good. seriously. eat some before you die. that is all. <3.