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so yesterday the boy turned 18.

he came over after being at the college all day getting registered and whatnot. mmm, by september i will be dating a college boy. niiice.

anywho,...he came over, and i gave him his birthday presents. he seemed to love them very much. i got a kiss after he read the card. he says that i am better to him than his own parents. he says that i am the best, ever. he can really make me feel special sometimes. <3.

my momma ordered pizza, and so we all ate. the boy and i watched the south park movie. and then we watched seven. i had seen the movie before, but for some reason it really scared me last night. i made the boy promise me that he would never let someone put my head in a box. i felt a bit better after that.

we watched an episode of boy meets world, and by then it was 1:30 in the morning, so he decided to go on home.

the night was fantastic, overall. i love being happy with him. it is so wonderful to just feel loved. the two of us can just lay in bed together all night, watching movies and talking, and it's the most comfortable feeling i've ever felt in my entire life. there is never an uncomfortable or awkward moment. we are just two peas in a pod, as silly as it sounds. and it's not even all that mushy stuff either, just simple, wholesome, love. he's the best friend that i've ever had.

i want to feel this way forever.

( jaded ) ( i'd give up forever to touch you ) ( 2003-07-29 ) ( elated )