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wow, people can really be bitches.

anywho...yesterday ended up being quite boring until night time. jess and eddie and i went to eat at luna's. i got to see heather when we went to pick up eddie, yay! i miss her. but so...we went to go eat, and that was super fun. we always have such good times together. then we went over to tiny's. tiny, david, greg, raymond, and kevin were over there. we all chatted for a while, and then greg, raymond, and kevin left to go eat. kevin just got back from jersey because he was in boot camp for the army or whatnot. it was pretty cool seeing him. to think that he was my first boyfriend ever...aww.

so...jess took me to go get my car around 9:30-ish, and then i went over to my SEXY boyfriend's house. we played play station for a while and then we just fooled around or whatever. he's hot. i then came home and watched pretty woman...and i ended up having the absolute weirdest dream ever.

i dreamt about so many different things, that it's incredibly hard to comprehend. uhm...at one point me and some other people were on some sort of mission to do something, i have no idea what. i remember my cousin brent being there...and the guy who plays kevin on 7th heaven. and each of us had a stick, where we had to carry a snake on it. whenever i got my snake, i completely FREAKED out, and i started screaming and crying and i threw the snake on the ground and just went histerical. the kevin guy came and got my snake for me and then i hugged him for what seemed like eternity...weird, no?

then...jessica and i were sitting at this table where we had all sorts of different chocolate that we had to eat really fast, because we were on this werd unknown mission, yeah? and so we were eating as michelle branch walked by in a disguise and was spying on us because she was out to destroy us! and so, jess and i threw all the chocolates into our bags and ran way super fast. uhm, yeah...

and then...we were all at this HUGE celebration for jessica's birthday. everyone was dressed up in formals and whatnot. there was a big stage and we were outside, and they told everyone to sit on the ground...and my boy was with me and we sat together and cuddled. jess came out onto the stage and she had her hair all wild, and was dancing around like a raging lunatic. hrmm...

and then, we were all in a river. only we weren't floating down it, we were all holding onto this wall on the side. there were pictures on the wall of me and other people, including dana, who was also there. and brent and my aunt tracy were there too. and i kept getting caught in the swift current and i would start to float away, and brent kept on having to catch me. yes.

and then i remember lauren ann and i finding this shower in the middle of some public place. we had all been in the river in our street clothes, so me and lauren [and possibly someone else?] all got naked and took a shower in this place, with all these people walking by, and i was completely comfortable. some other people got into the shower too, so lauren and i got dressed and left...

then i went over to my nanna's house, and my mom and my aunt were over there too. then dana came running in and asked my aunt to braid her hair. we [as in, belles] had some sort of game to perform at that night and so i had to run home to get ready...

and also, i have NO idea where this fits in, but at some point my boy and i were walking around this place with all sorts of people there, including lots of famous people. and the people who play the parents on 7th heaven were talking, along with my parents and some other people, and the two of us just listened to them and laughed because they were such great people. and i remember saying how famous people like that are so fantastic, because they're not extremely well-known, and still just down to earth. and then the two of us went into this movie theatre where all these people who go to school with me were there, and they were showing some cartoon movie. and everyone was laughing and talking and having a good time, and someone kept blowing confetti on me...

and i guess that's all that i remember. it was just so weird with this unknown mission, and me being completely terrified of a little bitty snake, and being comfortable naked in public. what is my life coming to?! it's all got to mean something, i'm sure.

oh yes, and i forgot to mention, i think i'm going to get a new guestbook here soon because i want to change the template, but it's still registered on my old, deleted screen name so i can't get into it. so don't be suprised if you see something new sometime soon! toodles.

( jaded ) ( excuse me for my lengthy-ness ) ( 2003-07-31 ) ( elated )