yesterday started out good, and then slowly turned to badness.

i woke up and showered, and went over to lauren ann's at about twelve. we played xbox, and it was uber fun. went to sonic because i was hungry...then we came back to her house. lauren dublah came over. they left to go shopping, so i went home. called some people. then i went to francisco's house, and i watched him play playstation. he showered while i watched the telly. we went to circuit city. i found the most beautiful radio for my car in the entire world, for the cheap price of oh, 700 dollars. it's so great. *sigh*

anywho, it rained and we went back to his house. he played his game some more and i just layed around. we ate hamburgers for din-din. twas good. then he played his game some MORE. and i fell asleep in his bed. i woke up an hour later, and he was still in the exact same place, playing his game. i got up and said i was leaving, he thought i was mad at him. i wasn't, really, i'm just sad that he's so obsessed with that game. he got all huffy at me when i tried to explain to him my feelings. meh. whatever.

i sped like a maniac on the way home which was nice, because i haven't done that in a while. i forced myself to go to sleep, it took a while, but i succeeded. it's best for me when i am in bad situations to just sleep and not think anymore. i woke up this morning after having a strange dream and i feel fine. there's not a drop of anger or dissapointment in me. i'm feeling good.

on the flipside, i've been feeling incredibly ugly since i got my braces off. i don't know why...i mean, shouldn't i be feeling the opposite way? i feel like i just got a completely new face and i don't like it. it's weird not looking like myself. i guess i have to get used to it, hm?

i go to the dentist today at 12. i'm glad. <3