school was pointless today, as it always is.

in english we turned in our homework from last night [that i didn't finish] over "the seafarer." then we discussed. we began to read "the wanderer," another old anglo-saxon poem. the crazy teacher made me read aloud which i don't mind. then she kept on calling on other people to read, and it was so annoying. people would read and they would pause in funny places and get stuck on [easy] words they couldn't pronounce, and i just wanted to jump up and say, "you know what, i'm going to read the whole fucking thing to the class because you people are so SLOW."

it's so hard to go from AP classes to regular. i feel like a big stuck up bitch who thinks i'm all too intelligent for anyone else in the class, but i REALLY AM. i made B's in AP english 3 without really trying. this so sucks. i hate my classmates with a passion. i just have to survive until december...

in AP computer science, all we did was take an open-book quiz which took the entire period because it was a quiz over things that we did not even know yet. computer language bullshit is SO HARD to comprehend. thankfully, i feel like a dumbass in that class which is a nice feeling. i like for things to be challenging :D.

in psychology we had this big, long book work schtuff to do that took the entire period. it was still my best class of the day though, because i love the people in the class. hoorah.

belles practice sucked. yesterday i yelled at people in practice for a straight HOUR, for what? NOTHING. the dance still looks like crap, and i'm starting to get really annoyed. these little freshman kids are about to start getting cut. ugh.

[i'm such a snob today...]

i went to the orthodontist to pick up my retainer and bleaching tray...but NO, they didn't have the trays so i have to go back on tuesday. do they not realize that this is a 25-30 minute drive? geez.

now i am eating and then i will complete my tons of homework, and then i will shower, and then i will go to my boy's house for a couple hours.

I'M SO EXHAUSTED, already.

>>last night the boy and i went to blockbuster and we rented 'bowling for columbine.' mm, it was so good. if you haven't seen it, or even heard of it, i HIGHLY recommend it. it's a documentary on guns and violence in our country and why we have the highest murder rates.

i learned that in canada, the people don't even lock their doors. how weird is that? they're not afraid of each other. america has put so much emphasis on being aware of this, and being afraid of that...it's such bullshit. i mean, most of us are good people. my conclusion of the movie though, is that it all comes down to the government. our country has fought so many wars and killed so many people it's uncanny. it's all such stupid decisions...if we could only be like canada. they are practically neutral. have you ever heard of canada fighting a war? i haven't. i wish our country was as cool as canada. canada is the shit.

and so, the boy and i have concluded that we are going to move to canada when we get old. it'll be fun times. we can live happily ever after with terrance and phillip. yippee-doo.

ahh, i'm being so lame. i was trying to actually make a good point but i'm just coming across as stupid and ignorant, really. this is why i NEVER make politcal statements and/or express my views on important subjects. in fact, i think this is the first time i've ever done that in my 542 entries here at didamiranda.

meh. whatthefuckever. did i mention, also, that i am BLEEDING? this could explain my behavior...