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so, my computer crashed AGAIN, and we had to start all over AGAIN. it's such bullshit, really. but that explains why i haven't updated in two days. i know...i'm always having some sort of lame excuse.

anyway, i finally survived my first week of school. belles is going a little bit better i guess. i've just been so exhausted...thank god for weekends. friday night jess, sara, and i went to see uptown girls. it was pretty good, we had a nice time. it was fun to go out with the girls. then we went over to tiny's house...we visited with david, bryan, and greg. that was boring. i played with the kittie the whole time. the boys killed a snake and left it on tiny's truck. they had to shoot it 8 times before it died. snakes are gross, so i did not witness it. afterwards i went to my boy's house and layed around with him. neither of us were in very good moods, but we ended up talking and feeling better. i came home late on purpose because i didn't care. curfews suck. and i didn't get in trouble either...

saturday [yesterday], i had to get up early and go to the membership drive for belles. this is when you get into groups and go around to different neighborhoods and try to sell discount cards and blankets and all that fun shit. i was in a group with jess, sara, and this new girl rachel. it sucked pretty bad. it was really hot outside and we got attacked by mosquitos and i'm sort of allergic. this lady at the house that i used to live in gave us bug spray, so that was cool. we visited with melissa because she leaves for college today. and we went over to ashley's and tiny was there too. ashley has a cute doggie, and i want to steal it.

then i came home and showered and my boy came over. i've missed him bunches. we went to blockbuster and rented "a clockwork orange" and "gia." we came home and started to watch a clockwork orange, but the DVD had a huge crack in it and wouldn't play. so we took it back and complained, so we got a new copy and a free rental coupon! hurrah! so we came home, and finally watched it. it was umm, interesting. it was my first time to see it. i liked it a lot, but it wasn't cool watching all the raping. bleh.

so then we played around, ate some silly junk food, had some fun...we had the whole house to ourselves the entire night [yay]. then we started to watch gia in the living room and i was so exhausted...i fell asleep and woke up again about 100 times throughout the movie. he finally just turned it off and watched tv and i cuddled into him and feel asleep. later he said he was leaving so he walked me to my bed and kissed me goodnight, and i fell asleep again before he was out the door. i slept straight until 12 today. that HAS to be a world record for me. i suck so bad at sleeping...

( jaded ) ( doo doo doo ) ( 2003-08-24 ) ( elated )