yeah so, i'm getting old.

all these people that i've grown up with you know,...they're all scampering off to college. and i'm a senior now, and in less than a year i'll be scampering off to college as well. i need to make up my damn mind about where i'm going to go and what i'm going to do. seriously.

my boy starts schooling on septemeber 2, which is very soon. we miss each other so much already, with me high-schooling and practicing daily, and him having to work. it's so sad and i hate it. he is getting more sad every day because he thinks that when i graduate that i will move far away for school and that we'll never see each other again. i don't want him to think that. i love him with my whole heart and soul, and i just really hope that things will all work out as we start to become older. i'm starting to get a glimpse of what this so-called "real world" is really like.

my junior high / high school best friend just moved to austin last week to go to the university of texas. i'm going to miss her a lot. we didn't really see each other a lot this summer, but it doesn't matter. we've been through so much together and i guess i'm just realizing that getting older means that things get harder.

anywho, my high school life is going fine i suppose. i would say that this week is better than last week, and i'm finally getting kind of situated. things are becoming a tad bit more challenging, but not too much. *sigh*

friday night is our first football game and i'm actually excited. i really hope it goes well...it's my last first football game to perform at ever.

it's sad to think that from now on, everything that i do in high school is going to be the last.