as i have previously informed you, i have a curse over computers. ours is being horribly cancerous. every time i connect to the internet [and i'm lucky if the cable modem is even working in general], i get kicked off within like, 5 minutes. like just now...i had started to write an entry and the gay thing froze and i had to restart it. MY COMPUTER HAS CANCER, I TELL YOU! it's had cancer for the past like, 3 weeks which is why i can never update. blah.

anywho, i've been keeping way busy with school, and practice, and performances, and working, and having a boytoy. it's been pretty stressful lately, but i'm trying hard to keep my cool. belles is taking over my life, basically...we had our first football game to dance at last friday, and it sucked pretty bad. it's kind of a funny story...like something you'd see on a movie...

so we're about to drive to the game...and the juniors/seniors load up on one bus and the other girls get the other bus. then we find out that their bus has AIR CONDITIONING, and ours does not. strike number one. so we start driving, and we get 10 minutes down the road and realize that our tail lights don't work. strike two. so we had to wait for AN HOUR to get a new bus delivered. strike three. and then we get stuck in traffic after a LONG-ASS drive. strike four. and then we take a short cut and go down a dead-end road. strike five. and THEN, we get lost! strike six. we finally found the stadium, and we were late to our VERY LAST FIRST GAME. it sucked so freaking bad. we were about pissed...

and then, tomorrow there's supposed to be another game...and what has it been doing ALL week? RAINING. so we don't even get to dance tomorrow. it's so damn frustrating. sounds petty, i know...but argh.

umm, i'd like to take the time to give a shout-out to lauren michelle, i love you and i miss you! i will e-mail you soon, i promise...like, today perhaps. hope you're doing well <3.

know who else i miss? all my diaryland people. especially eric. hearts to you, my man. all you pretty people need to leave me some love notes, mmm?

umm,...so i guess i'm off now. i'll leave you with a nice quote from my favorite song of the week, "paper bag" by fiona apple...

"he said, 'it's all in your head.' and i said 'so's everything,' but he didn't get it. i thought he was a man, but he was just a little boy."