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yeah so, i'm starting to turn into a basketcase like andrea.

practice was really stressful today. it's homecoming week, and today we had to go outside with the band to mark through our dance. i hit my shoulder pretty hard on the front roll and it's currently throbbing pretty bad. and the music wasn't right, it was 2 eight counts too long. we had to do the dance FOUR times with them until it got fixed. hanssard yelled at us because the band had to change THEIR music and stay out with us to do the dance four times...but HELLO, we were the ones dancing out in the 100 degree weather! texas seriously needs to get with the program and be in the 70s, at the least.

and on top of all of this, jenny [our colonel] was nominated for homecoming queen and she can't dance with us...so now i have to blow the whistle and be in complete charge. it's not so bad i guess though. i have it under control, it's just stressful.

college is stressful too. i'm getting SAT scores tomorrow and then i'm applying to 4 different colleges this weekend. i'm not worried about that, i'm just worried about picking the right school. and i'm worried about when i do go, how alone i will be at first. it'll be heartbreaking really...francisco wants to stay at home another year and i'm not sure i could handle not being able to see him anytime i wanted. *sigh*

i'm pretty sure what school i'm going to though, but i won't tell you guys until i make my final decision. :D

*sigh* so now, i must go get in the shower and wash all of this dirt and sweat off of me. eww. then cisco will be over,...he's going to visit me until he has a meeting at work...the one day i DON'T have to work, and he has a meeting.

how retarded.

i must go now, seriously. toodle-doo.

[oh, and for a side note, i'm going to austin next sunday. hell yes.]

[oh, and also, parents are really annoying.]

( jaded ) ( stressed out ) ( 2003-10-23 ) ( elated )