gah! i haven't written in here in forever. what a shame.

i spent a lovely five day thanksgiving break in houston. yay! except...it was lame. both of my parents moved over the weekend and i spent the whole time doing slave labor and dogsitting and early mornings. most exhausting. i did see jessica though...thank god for some fun. and i saw pride&prejudice and rent...both were amazing. and there's still so many more movies i need to see!

i missed zack like crazy. we've been doing really well recently. we say i love you all the time now...it's so precious. he even says it when we get off the phone - and he says it first. i never thought i'd see the day.

also, we have decided that since we have sort of had sex, then we will just actually have sex [well, he decided this]. so it's been nice to not worry about it or feel guilty or anything like that. i am religious but my faith isn't really strong, so i'm really comfortable with it. i truly think it is okay for us because we love each other and we are careful. it just sort of seems like a lot of times we pick and choose what religious rules will be followed. in the bible it claims that people should not eat any meat but fish, and look at us [and no i am not a pescetarian for religious reasons!]. it also says something about how it's bad to be near a woman on her period or something. i mean...it's pretty nonsensical, some of this stuff that people just fail to obey. so maybe we're all going to hell. but i just don't know the answers at all. i do know that we have been given great things and that we all have a purpose in life. and zack is my great thing right now and i want to appreciate everything about him. and i do.

maybe the two of you who read this could help me make some sense of it all?

anyway. the sex is great. i want it all the time. and i've never been like this.

in other news...i'm bored and lonely right now. zack is working and mark&Q went to see jason mraz. lame!

how are you girls?