What can I say? I don't know. All I hope is that the next time I read this that I'm not horribly miserable. I don't want to make a stupid mistake. Ugh.

I am still with Zack, still working at Borders, still in school making awesome grades. Still unsure about my future and what my life will entail. I don't even know how I'll handle tomorrow.

Life is so complicated.

We never have sex anymore and it's my fault.

No one reads this, so whatev. Fin.